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is this about you i dont think its about you is this about you should it be about you? driving a plane into a bridge thats constructed of toothpicks made up from the strongest and deepest peoples bones flying your car off of the earth with you favorite animal to keep you companie when a companion is needed is this about you i dont think its about you is this about you should it be about you?
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feelin' like 02:14
im feelin like a ladie and shes blind oh but shes prettier then most im feelin like a man who is ugly but the blind women is in love with him im feelin like noone is ugly but i know yes i know that some people are assholes but theres no reason to fight i know some how maybe someway we can all get along we all deserve to have a sit down everybody should probably have a hobbie for there own sake they should do it for there own sake... im sayin for yer own sake all i know is most people cant think fer themselves all i know is most people dont think fer themselves you thought that you could never really ever find love it turns out theirs someone for everyone cause its inevitable everybody wears the same glove at one point in life cause were all just animals im feelin like im in a cemitary everyones alive but me its kynda scary i.. cannot lie....id rather die then go on livin life through someone elses point of view... all i know is most people cant think fer themselves all i know is most people dont think fer themselves
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bye bye barbie barbie bye bye a knock on the skull sure changes a man im havin a hard time its been a long time since ive tryed to ;ay down a song bye bye barbie barbie bye bye a knock in the skull sure changes a man bye bye barbie
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feelings 02:56
feelings nothing more then feelings these feelings feelings of love and the tear drops fallin down on my face trying to forget all my feelings feelings of love feelings nothing more then feelings those feelings feelings of love and theres tear drops fallin down on my face trying to forget those feelings feelings of love feelings all my life i feel it i wish id never seen it cant possibly come again feelings nothing more then feelings those feelings feelings of love
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if you set goals and have something to look forward to.. to works towards. i guess your living. or adleast existing for a reason your thoughts don't run off electricity your power will never go out and if it does you can always buy a generator or a thought adapter you go through all this work to get equipment and recognition ....while im recording on a tape player ....just to feel what i feel in reality its still reality just a little less physical
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theirs flys in this room and every one of them has a story to tell me just like humans but better cause they have no feelings so there easy to pay attention to and listen close these flys in this room are completely sporadic like me they dont have much to do but fly around dont let the door hit your ass when you go to take out the trash i know im paranoid..
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23 01:38
(jess) im almost 23 its been 22 long years draggin behind me this age is greate and i dont wanna leave (anth) but time is like a fallen leaf its goin quick (jess) imagine bein 43 it'll never seem real to me ill always feel like im 17 (anth) but time is like a falling tree its fallin so slow when it hits the ground does it sound like anything WHEN NOONES AROUND?
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the carpenter lost his hammer the fisherman lost her pole but together there fallin in love the bat got mad at the hatter they both had lost there heads but together there makin sense waitin alone for the sky to fall waitin with my head up for the sky to reach out waitin alone for the sky to fall waitin with my head up for the sky to reach out
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thinkin about my mental capacity and cramming everything i see into a little tiny wooden box. i would of boxed if the shock was relevant everyday is full of multiple shocks. to stock shelves would be equivalent to feeling like a person who found about a million dollars and hollers what am i doing with my life? whatever your better at you better get better at cause the world is never gonna do your dirty work for you and even if it did you'd be a dick for letting it.
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hey! whats a little talking puppie doin on the lawn starin at me? probably wonderin the same thing i wish that he would talk to me and just say anything im an astray on the floor annoying to get to but.... hey! you might aswell say somethin or other it feels like we were brothers in another life. i dont really know.. everybody's changin. its really buggin me out. its like acid tabs and bad trips. hey! whats this tiny man doin thinkin around my head hes gotta be there for a reason everyday is a different day you can almost feel the seasons changin i dont really know.. everybody's changin. its really buggin me out.
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babys playin with scizzors
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your all so weird cause you all think im weird i put out to shakes yours even know i dont wanna your skippin me to the next man thats in front of you your all so strange cause you all think im strange i look in your eyes to see what you want in lif eeget married buy groceries and mingle with people you dont like
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i wake up thinkin am i really this way? i was born in 89 but haven't seen one day. im like a baby in an ocean slowly floatin away im screamin for my mama while but shes lost in a lake i never know what to say you say that im an angel but i feel so mean ive got a halo over my head but its a tambourine i can probly pay your favotire melody but.. ill probly foget the words or play it out of key and plus i never know what to say to open the doors to heaven
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goodluck 01:53
good luck on a bad bad day. this place it smells like summe ron a winter day your face face smells like miracles in hell hopeuflly you dont forget to shut the door to your third eye its quietly making a squeaky hinge sound that distracts you from from the birds eye view that you filmed to take down notes and tell everyone what you saw good luck on a bad bad day these walls hold so many words id never say so i trace my footsteps back to a time i wasn't so lame and i could say things but then i forgot to shut the door to my third eye and its quietly making a squeaky hinge sound that distracts me from the birds eye view that i filmed to take down notes and tell everyone what i saw
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im not happy but im not sad im so stupid but im not dumb my grandpa played the banjo i just play guitar my grandpa was a painter i draw a couple pictures every now and then human emotions im not happy but im not sad im so stupid but im not dumb when i was younger i had a talkin puppie my see through jimmy agreed that we should get rid of him he talked to much and he didnt exist human emotions
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juiceboxes 01:50
i wish we had a time machine you would of loved as a a little kid we would drink juice boxes together we would of drink juice boxes from winter to winter i wish we had a time machine you would of loved as a a little kid we woulda drank juice boxes together we woulda drank juice boxes from winter to winter i wish we had a time machine you would of loved as a a little kid
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ugly puppies 02:33
i can relate to that dyin deer on the side of the road im cryin to myself but im laughin to your face its kind of like watchin old nickelodeon shows by yourself your lyin if you think you can just go back now your lyin if you think that you can just go back now goodye or good riddance but never say good riddance to the unforbidden even if your slippin you can always get a grib and say how are you to the day but never say
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like i do 02:24
sitting alone and all the sudden i started blowin smoke with no cigarette it must be nice to not see ghost because i do asleep in my bed i hear the telephone ringin to my surprise i hear your voice singin in an awkward key it must be nice to not see ghost the way i do
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my friend 01:28
are you alive for yourself? or are you existing to tell everyone else what your doin or what you did thats where your screwin up are you alive for yourself or are you alive to make people think something of you it must be hard to exist that way constantly thinking of what to say
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misfits 01:41
i wish i still listened to the misfits i guess im just gettin old everything back then was so much better (now im just clingin on)
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shianne 02:26
awake at 2am you scream at my eyes through my mind you never wanna talk when im drunk are you my sister or some random person either way i got your back like a turtle shell i wanna know what the after life looks like you dont have to make the situation eerie can you feel me when im singin can you feel me when im singin at night hopefully you can cause your makin me think im goin crazy awake all night again no amount of marijuana's gonna put me to sleep you always wanna talk when im high are you my sister or some random deadhead either way i got your back like a turtle shell i wanna know what the afterlife looks like you dont have to make the situation eerie can you feel me when im singin at night?] can you feel me when im singin at night? hopefully you can cause your makin me think im goin crazy
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toothy 03:09
come back to me ive known you since befor i was 15 come back to me i always wanted a friend named toothy it must be hard leavin your home and your keys behind but your not alone i know how you feel you left me scars to remind me of you i dont know what the deal is im sorry i hurt you
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shitty girl singer they almost all sounds the same these folk girl singers they are all the same to me with the c g f d and occasionally a minor you sit there in your pretty dress pretending your alive but your dry as hell
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a man walk down the street with his heads, turned back looking for a taxi someones chacing me thats just a fact. in fact on my way back from catching up with everything all i need is every thing he builds himself a glass wall to hide behind so they dont see the things he does behind walls that turns him into a robot its hard to bend a smile when your made of metal and no cheek bones no cartilage to absorb your expressions.... its so distracting when you got a noisy body cause its rusty he builds himself a glass wall to hide behind so they dont see the things he does behind walls that turns him into a robot
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feels like im sleepin on pins and needles and its comfy sounds like some shit me and my friends would write and im scared im goin schizo cause i miss everyone i know an di see em all the time and this year all i wrote about was ghost and i remember that you cried to the stevie nicks version of silent night when mommy was in virginia i tryed to listen to it this year and you werent here
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everyone should have a special thing cause were equivalent to aunts but were different cause we can feel things and i dont know what your lookin for my friend] but i know what i been searchin for cause i been searchin for a while and its this you think to yourself where do i go there's always a door behind the curtains when they close i look into the eyes of everyone and all i see is sufferin it reflex off my min d and im curious yea im curious cause i dont know what your lookin for my friends but i know what i been searchin for cause i been searchin for a while and its this you think to yourself where do i go there's always a door behind the curtains you think to yourself where do i go there's always a door behind the curtains when they close

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most of these songs were recorded with the help of so many various friends and family members on a little handheld tape recorder somewhere between fall of 2012 and fall of 2013.

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released April 26, 2014

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