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most of these songs were recorded with the help of so many various friends and family members on a little handheld tape recorder somewhere between fall of 2012 and fall of 2013.

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released April 26, 2014

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Track Name: is this about you
is this about you
i dont think its about you
is this about you
should it be about you?

driving a plane
into a bridge thats constructed of toothpicks made up from
the strongest and deepest peoples bones

flying your car
off of the earth
with you favorite animal to keep you companie
when a companion is needed

is this about you
i dont think its about you
is this about you
should it be about you?
Track Name: feelin' like
im feelin like
a ladie and shes blind oh but shes prettier then most
im feelin like
a man who is ugly but the blind women is in love with him

im feelin like
noone is ugly but i know yes i know that some people are assholes
but theres no reason to fight i know
some how maybe someway we can all get along
we all deserve to have a sit down
everybody should probably have a hobbie for there own sake
they should do it for there own sake...
im sayin for yer own sake

all i know is most people cant think fer themselves
all i know is most people dont think fer themselves

you thought that you could never really ever find love
it turns out theirs someone for everyone cause
its inevitable everybody wears the same glove
at one point in life cause were all just animals

im feelin like im in a cemitary
everyones alive but me its kynda scary i..
cannot lie....id rather die then go on livin life through
someone elses point of view...


all i know is most people cant think fer themselves
all i know is most people dont think fer themselves
Track Name: bye bye barbie (daniel johnston)
bye bye barbie
barbie bye bye
a knock on the skull sure changes a man

im havin a hard time
its been a long time
since ive tryed to ;ay down a song
bye bye barbie
barbie bye bye
a knock in the skull sure changes a man

bye bye barbie
Track Name: feelings
feelings
nothing more then feelings
these feelings
feelings of love

and the tear drops
fallin down on my face
trying to forget all my feelings
feelings of love

feelings
nothing more then feelings
those feelings
feelings of love

and theres tear drops
fallin down on my face
trying to forget those feelings
feelings of love

feelings
all my life i feel it
i wish id never seen it
cant possibly come again

feelings
nothing more then feelings
those feelings
feelings of love
Track Name: a little less physical
if you set goals and have something to look forward to..
to works towards.
i guess your living.
or adleast existing for a reason

your thoughts don't run off electricity
your power will never go out
and if it does you can always buy a generator
or a thought adapter

you go through all this work to get equipment and recognition
....while im recording on a tape player
....just to feel what i feel in reality

its still reality
just a little less physical
Track Name: i know i'm paranoid
theirs flys in this room
and every one of them
has a story to tell me
just like humans but better
cause they have no feelings
so there easy to pay attention to
and listen close

these flys in this room
are completely sporadic
like me
they dont have much to do
but fly around

dont let the door hit your ass
when you go to take out the trash
i know im paranoid..
Track Name: 23
(jess)
im almost 23
its been 22 long years draggin behind me
this age is greate and i dont wanna leave

(anth)
but time is like a fallen leaf
its goin quick

(jess)
imagine bein 43
it'll never seem real to me
ill always feel like im 17

(anth)
but time is like a falling tree
its fallin so slow when it hits the ground
does it sound like anything
WHEN NOONES AROUND?
Track Name: armless carpenter
the carpenter lost his hammer
the fisherman lost her pole
but together
there fallin in love

the bat got mad at the hatter
they both had lost there heads
but together
there makin sense

waitin alone
for the sky to fall
waitin
with my head up
for the sky to reach out
waitin alone
for the sky to fall
waitin
with my head up
for the sky to reach out
Track Name: mental capacity
thinkin about my mental capacity and cramming everything i see into a little tiny wooden box. i would of boxed if the shock was relevant everyday is full of multiple shocks. to stock shelves would be equivalent to feeling like a person who found about a million dollars and hollers what am i doing with my life?
whatever your better at you better get better at
cause the world is never gonna do your dirty work for you
and even if it did you'd be a dick for letting it.
Track Name: acid tabs and bad trips
hey!
whats a little talking puppie doin on the lawn
starin at me?
probably wonderin the same thing
i wish that he would talk to me
and just say anything
im an astray on the floor
annoying to get to but....
hey!
you might aswell say somethin or other
it feels like we were brothers in another life.

i dont really know..
everybody's changin.
its really buggin me out.

its like acid tabs and bad trips.

hey!
whats this tiny man doin thinkin around my head
hes gotta be there for a reason
everyday
is a different day
you can almost feel the seasons changin

i dont really know..
everybody's changin.
its really buggin me out.
Track Name: babies playin' with scissors
babys playin with scizzors
Track Name: you're all so weird
your all so weird
cause you all think im weird
i put out to shakes yours
even know i dont wanna
your skippin me to the next man
thats in front of you

your all so strange
cause you all think im strange
i look in your eyes to see what you want in lif
eeget married buy groceries
and mingle with people you dont like
Track Name: doors to heaven
i wake up thinkin
am i really this way?
i was born in 89 but haven't seen one day.
im like a baby in an ocean slowly floatin away
im screamin for my mama while but shes lost in a lake

i never know what to say

you say that im an angel but i feel so mean
ive got a halo over my head but its a tambourine
i can probly pay your favotire melody but..
ill probly foget the words or play it out of key and plus

i never know what to say
to open the doors to heaven
Track Name: goodluck
good luck
on a bad bad day.
this place it smells like summe ron a winter day
your face face smells like miracles in hell

hopeuflly you dont forget to shut the door to your third eye
its quietly making a squeaky hinge sound
that distracts you from from the birds eye view
that you filmed to take down notes and tell everyone
what you saw

good luck
on a bad bad day
these walls hold so many words id never say
so i trace my footsteps back to a time i wasn't so lame
and i could say things

but then i forgot to shut the door to my third eye
and its quietly making a squeaky hinge sound
that distracts me from the birds eye view
that i filmed to take down notes and tell
everyone
what i saw
Track Name: human emotions
im not happy but im not sad
im so stupid but im not dumb
my grandpa played the banjo
i just play guitar
my grandpa was a painter
i draw a couple pictures every now and then

human emotions

im not happy but im not sad
im so stupid but im not dumb
when i was younger i had a talkin puppie
my see through jimmy agreed that we should get rid of him
he talked to much and he didnt exist

human emotions
Track Name: juiceboxes
i wish we had a time machine
you would of loved as a a little kid

we would drink juice boxes together
we would of drink juice boxes from winter to winter

i wish we had a time machine
you would of loved as a a little kid

we woulda drank juice boxes together
we woulda drank juice boxes from winter to winter

i wish we had a time machine
you would of loved as a a little kid
Track Name: ugly puppies
i can relate to that dyin deer on the side of the road
im cryin to myself but im laughin to your face
its kind of like watchin old nickelodeon shows by yourself
your lyin if you think you can just go back now
your lyin if you think that you can just go back now
goodye
or good riddance
but never say

good riddance to the unforbidden even if your slippin you can always get a grib and say how are you to the day
but never say
Track Name: just incase you're tripping
....
Track Name: like i do
sitting alone
and all the sudden i started
blowin smoke
with no cigarette
it must be nice
to not see ghost
because i do

asleep in my bed
i hear the telephone ringin
to my surprise i hear your voice
singin in an awkward key

it must be nice
to not see ghost the way i do
Track Name: my friend
are you alive for yourself?
or are you existing to tell everyone else
what your doin or what you did
thats where your screwin up

are you alive for yourself
or are you alive to make people think something of you
it must be hard to exist that way
constantly thinking of what to say
Track Name: misfits
i wish i still listened to the misfits
i guess im just gettin old

everything back then was so much better
(now im just clingin on)
Track Name: shianne
awake at 2am
you scream at my eyes through my mind
you never wanna talk when im drunk
are you my sister or some random person
either way i got your back like a turtle shell
i wanna know what the after life looks like
you dont have to make the situation eerie
can you feel me when im singin
can you feel me when im singin at night

hopefully you can
cause your makin me think im goin crazy

awake all night again
no amount of marijuana's gonna put me to sleep
you always wanna talk when im high
are you my sister or some random deadhead
either way i got your back like a turtle shell
i wanna know what the afterlife looks like
you dont have to make the situation eerie
can you feel me when im singin at night?]
can you feel me when im singin at night?

hopefully you can
cause your makin me think im goin crazy
Track Name: toothy
come back to me
ive known you
since befor i was 15
come back to me
i always wanted a friend
named toothy
it must be hard leavin your home
and your keys behind
but your not alone
i know how you feel
you left me scars
to remind me
of you
i dont know what the deal is
im sorry i hurt you
Track Name: shitty girl singer
shitty girl singer
they almost all sounds the same
these folk girl singers
they are all the same to me
with the c
g
f
d
and occasionally a minor

you sit there in your pretty dress pretending your alive
but your dry as hell
Track Name: curiously walking thru the woods
....
Track Name: the kind of person you let walk in front of you
a man walk down the street with his heads,
turned back looking for a taxi
someones chacing me thats just a fact.

in fact on my way back from catching up with everything
all i need is every thing

he builds himself a glass wall
to hide behind so they dont see
the things he does behind walls
that turns him into a robot


its hard to bend a smile when your made of metal
and no cheek bones
no cartilage to absorb your
expressions....
its so distracting when you got a noisy body cause its rusty


he builds himself a glass wall
to hide behind so they dont see
the things he does behind walls
that turns him into a robot
Track Name: this month i wrote a lot about deer
feels like im sleepin on pins and needles
and its comfy
sounds like some shit me and my friends would write

and im scared im goin schizo
cause i miss everyone i know
an di see em all the time

and this year all i wrote about was ghost

and i remember that you cried
to the stevie nicks version of silent night
when mommy was in virginia
i tryed to listen to it this year
and you werent here
Track Name: where do i go
everyone should have a special thing
cause were equivalent to aunts but were different
cause we can feel things
and i dont know what your lookin for my friend]
but i know what i been searchin for
cause i been searchin for a while

and its this

you think to yourself
where do i go
there's always a door behind the curtains
when they close

i look into the eyes of everyone
and all i see is sufferin
it reflex off my min d and im curious
yea im curious cause i dont know
what your lookin for my friends
but i know what i been searchin for
cause i been searchin for a while

and its this

you think to yourself
where do i go
there's always a door behind the curtains
you think to yourself
where do i go
there's always a door behind the curtains
when they close